school’s here

finally, after a whole 8 mth of rest and holidays, school’s here.

can’t believe it but better believe it, adapt, and prepare to study.

sigh. on some nights i just feel like going to bed early, so that when i wake up, it’s a new day, a better day…

so i don’t foresee writing so much anymore. so, good night! til tmr- a better day, perhaps.

secret question

so the question to my password is this: what’s the actual colour of my “lime-green” hairband?

haha.

film

ohman, i’m totally getting the kicks watching broadway on youtube.

Leonard Bernstein is a genius!
west side story: tonight

totally love the nasal vocals
west side story: America

pursuit

pensive. a little bit frustrated. a little bit helpless. a little bit lazy. a little bit moody. a little bit tired. a little bit overwhelmed. a little bit unhappy. a little bit lost. pensive.

the advanced papers.

3rd Nov:

8.00am: General paper 1 (essay)

10.15am: General paper 2 (Comprehension and Application Question)

4th Nov:

2.00pm: Mathematics Paper 1 (Pure math)

5th Nov:

2.00pm: Biology Paper 2 (structured questions)

6th Nov:

Joshy’s birthday

8.00am: Chemistry Paper 3 (Free response questions)

7th Nov:

8.00am: Mathematics Paper 2 (Statistics)

11th Nov:

8.00am: Chemistry paper 2 (structured questions)

2.00pm: Economics paper 2 (essays)

12th Nov:

2.00pm: Economics paper 1 (Case study paper)

14th Nov:

2.30pm: Chemistry paper 1 (MCQ)

17th Nov:

8.00am: Biology Paper 3 (Application paper)

20th Nov:

8.00am: Biology paper 1 (MCQ)

there… the schedule.

Security-guarding

fine. im a social animal. i can’t not keep in touch. it’s insane.

im 18 finally, although not much has changed. really. but im thanking god for wonderful friends, and family for making my birthday memorable, even though i have to study during this period of time.

i had a wonderful Graduation Night on friday night. simply because i think Ares-ians are so crazy/naughty in our own way. it was highly entertaining to witness how some present themselves as they walk onstage to receive the hwachong bear. it’s hilarious how some chose to hug and lift their teachers off the ground, how some high-fived their teachers…the photo montages were great as well, it really affirmed the fact that we are cheeky people… not afraid to do stupid things in front of the parents, teachers…it ended with a half of the classmates heading for bullfrog, another half to old brown shoe, both for booze. i just… took the car home. but im legal now! (hmm, i want to head down to timbre one day, or even indo-chine.)

well, it wasn’t an emotional night or any of that sort. im not sure how it felt for the boys, since they’ve been in this huge sch for 6 whole yrs…im just glad. glad that i’ve adapted myself into the environment, glad that despite the many unhappy things, ive come to love all the same- love my classmates, my teachers. all these by God’s grace only. so, im grateful.

what i’m doing?

im studying and counting down 22 days to A levels.

im thinking about the whole issue regarding the “health and wealth-prosperity gospel.” im trying to find some balance and stand on this issue. to me, it’s really about who we perceive Jesus to be. got to do some reading up and scripture investigating.

im meditating on psalm 139:14.

“I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.”

God created me whole and complete.

after the phrase “it’s stupid” got knocked into my head, im concluding that, it’s okay to eat healthy, exercise healthy as long as im not obsessed over it.

im praying that God will guard my heart and mind against anything that would potentially stumble me.

i feel so…(no adjective)  whenever we harp on “oh, who still has exams, who finished exams…” it’s a sound reminder for me to trust God. but it’s another thing when people try to rub it in… same thing when it comes to choosing the words and things to say. i can only pray against these and try to suppress my emotions. and i feel like a little vulnerable girl all over again.

well, im telling myself that i can find my security in only Christ alone. and yes, i have to walk through this, this is what God called me to do.

and to Enai: high five? i promise not to be mean…

new pages

i spent the morning reading articles and writing new pages.

if you want to know more about me, “all about me” and what’s on after the A’s

the end is in sight! and it’s the beginning of my last choir days