rebel saved by God

It’s been a while. Too many things happened. Most of the things are what i term as “same-same”, no change. yet some are different. then again “same-same” might not be a good thing as well. i feel more distant than ever frm ppl, and it’s partly my fault for not making enough effort. yet, i know i can depend on the grace of God. school’s starting! can’t believe the months of holidays gone just like that. i think many people can agree that there’s a sense of “relieve” yet a whole 3/4 of me says “i wld rather go on having my long holiday!” new priorities. and this time it’s got to be seriously executed!

one more thing i discovered. i think ive nvr really acknowledged or seen myself as a person having a problem w authority and submission. ive nvr felt more like a rebel than ever. hahah, ya, im a scumbag. there. and if not for the preserving grace of God, i would have been seriously wasted and ive got a feeling i know how i would be like, and i don’t even want to begin to think abt it.